Almost 5 years ago when Bo and Brookie were born I wondered what it would be like when they were in pre-k, pre school, any sort of activities before they head to kindergarten. When you have 2 babies that’s what you think about, the outfit I will put them in, will they be in the same class, would it be better if they aren’t?!? All of those questions, the what IF’S, today Brookie started Pre school, 57 days until they turn 5. Today Brookie went to pre school with out her twin brother… It didn’t really hit me until we were getting ready to leave and I was taking her Pic, Bo was sitting on the couch with the nurse and he ran over and said he wanted his pic taken too. Ugh, instantly my heart kind of sank, I felt so sad,sad that I wasn’t going to get a pic of them outside the school together, sad that he can’t attend , sad because he has to stay home with a nurse, sad because he knows no different. Is this the way it’s supposed to be, how I pictured it?!? It’s these days where I can’t help but get a little pissed about things, how much he has been through in his short life, pissed because he is missing out on important things, important to others, but for us it’s how our life is, how Bo is. I had to pick myself up and remember this is what’s best for him, he can not risk the germs. So we played a hell of a lot of cars and I made him the biggest road I could outside!:) we’re heading to NIH October 14, for blood, tests and more stuff. Not really sure of our itinerary but I will let you know when i do.
Here are a few pics from today!